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Janelle Walden

[ website | Janelle Walden at Writers cafe ]
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boo [21 Apr 2011|08:29am]
[ mood | blank ]

scared you, didn't i? no i am not announcing that i am coming back to LJ..i only use facebook now (http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1022137131) but i DO still use this site for 1 reason & 1 reason only, to store my in-progress novels (janelle_walden) in case i have my computer blow up or something (it happens)...so, because of that, i actually paid for my account here again, mainly cause i was sick of over 100 of my icons saying inactive (yes i am still userpic-addicted) so the only updates i'll be making here are in my author community, but if anyone is still reading this, feel free to find me on facebook or even http://twitter.com/#!/janellewalden (but i use that even less than fb)

(pierce my heart)

my latest addiction [24 Feb 2010|05:04am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

yes, my WoW friends are having fits cause i have a new addiction as of this month: vamp wars on facebook...you guys all need to come play with my vamp there...here she is:

reine de mal

already have facebook? add me with a message sayin you're from here: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?ref=profile&id=1022137131
(pierce my heart)

boo [18 Jan 2010|08:23pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

ok, just popping on here to say that i'll proly be only updating anything at all in my writing comm janelle_walden or on my new home over at facebook...lemme know if u wanna friend me there

oh, speaking of facebook: the hot,single :p, ex lead singer of die my darling, who is now working in FILMS (aka my dream career) just added me back on facebook...pardon me while i do the happy dance lol

(pierce my heart)

alone at last [17 Sep 2009|12:40am]
[ mood | indifferent ]

so....well, he moved out tonite, after 2 weeks of complete hell, i once again, live alone

so that basically means that, yeah, i still have no clue how i'm gonna keep from losing the place, but the money problem didn't really get solved with him here anyway, so at least now money is my only stress....never thought that that would be in the plus column...go me, or something

1 stake - (pierce my heart)

yeah [04 Sep 2009|04:17pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

so i might have one uc payment left if i'm lucky & that's only $258, & now even tho i ruined my life by agreeing to have a roommate, now the roommate no longer even has a job, so yeah i'll be getting evicted in 3 wks, & i'd rather kill myself than live with my father again...so have a nice life everyone...mine's over

1 stake - (pierce my heart)

more self-analysis [25 Aug 2009|08:24am]
[ mood | depressed ]

yes, i'm going to attempt to leave this post public, because, i think, after 33 yrs, i've finally figured it out, as odd as it may be, as "mental" as it may make me, i think, finally, i've put my finger on the complete truth of why i've been utterly miserable recently

& now for my life storyCollapse )

1 stake - (pierce my heart)

!!! [05 Aug 2009|01:42am]
[ mood | relieved ]

woot! read my last post if u wanna know what that's for lol

on another good note, there's some place within walking distance that is hiring, tho only part time, but hey, mebbe life can be good for 10 secs, at last :o

(pierce my heart)

blah yet again [26 Jun 2009|11:44am]
[ mood | gloomy ]

sooo....pretending anyone bothers reading my journal anymore, i'll give the latest lovely update on my quote-unquote life

moved into the great apartment in the crap town on may 5th--promptly applied to every single business within walking distance---waited & waited & still waiting to hear from a single one of em, but alas, not 1 offer yet...however i was still gettin UC, & much to my amazement, i was only about $30 short for my entire monthly utilties/rent, which was easily borrowable, so that stopped the panic attack long enough for me to even write like 8 chapters for the first time in 5 mos...then i checked the mail today...that's never a good thing to do...the summary: guess what! u only have 1 month (2 checks) of UC left, but don't worry, u can file a new claim in effing january.....o yippy, can i really?

someone shoot me

2 stakes - (pierce my heart)

return of the picspam [23 Jun 2009|01:20am]
[ mood | exanimate ]

well, i haven't posted one of these in forever, but i haven't really posted much of anything in forever, mainly cause life was so hellish for the last 6 mos that i figured i didn't have anything worth the time to even bother posting, & NOW my paid account, with my 122 userpix has expired, & with the new place i have yet to scrounge up the money to fix it, & having only 15 icons (that i didn't even get to choose) makes me very sad...but alas, i have at least managed to save a few pix of my favorite pretty people, even though no one ever commented on many of my picspams b4, but i'm bored & have insomnia, as always, so mebbe someone other than me will find the following pretties worthy of comments lol

pretty ppl this wayCollapse )

EDIT- like i sed, i can't stand not havin all 122 of my icons, considering i belong to 500 icon comms & am constantly addin new ones, so yes, i scrounged up the cash to renew my paid acct, yes, i am bad, shame on me

(pierce my heart)

news, oddly enough [05 May 2009|10:05am]
[ mood | restless ]

i begin again, with no, i'm not really back, but i do actually have some teeny bit of news:

well, i still don't have a real job, but in 5 hellish mos, i have managed to save up enough money to actually prevent a murder from happening, in other words, i'm on 2 hrs o sleep right now, because today i get to finally move into a new apt, it's huge, but less expensive than the hole i used to live in cause it's actually not in pittsburgh, it's in my hometown, sadly enough, but like i sed, it's huge (2 bedroom, real kitchen, real bathroom, living room, central air, even a patio lol) & less monthly than the shithole in pgh...less job opportunities here, but i've given up on the hopes of a tolerable job in exchange for the chance to get the fuck away from my asshole father at last....so anyone wanna be my roommate?

o well, off now as i get to call & try to get all the utilities turned on in a timely fashion & attempt to move my pile of crap known as belongings in....ttfn!

2 stakes - (pierce my heart)

oddness [27 Mar 2009|03:00pm]
[ mood | blah ]

no i haven't posted here in months, & i probably won't be making any real post any time soon either, i've given up on contact with any other humans, be they real or virtual...but i'm taking a brief hiatus from that in this post to ask if anyone else has noticed random people with random names & no real profiles suddenly adding them on here (even if they haven't posted in months, like me)...what, do we now have effing bots on LJ too....if that's the case, gee, so sad i've pretty much given up on this site (again)

(pierce my heart)

Writer's Block: Down on Memory Lane (& summary of the day) [11 Feb 2009|07:26pm]
[ mood | blah ]

What is your earliest childhood memory?

my earliest memory is the car wreck i was in when i was about 4, my dad swerved to miss a deer (in a gremlin) & rolled the car 3x over a bank, real good guard rails there, i tell ya
the wreck itself compressed my 4th vertebrae & made it so i've had a back-ache for 28 yrs, & it's also probably directly responsible for the fact that i have an anxiety attack anytime i even make an attempt at driving
*starts whistling "memories"*

PS-that bullshit meeting was boring as fuck, just like last time the assholes made me go, & accomplished nothing except making it so i've gotten ALMOST an hr of sleep since 2pm yesterday, but at least after the idiot cellphone company forgot to send me a bill for 2 mos, then got pissed & turned off my phone since i didn't pay the bill that they never sent, they finally turned it on again for only $152.48, how sweet of them, o & new lost is on tonite!! so yeah, i guess life is perfect :P

PSS-met a decently nice guy on WoW, of all places, he actually saw my pix & actually likes me, tho he's ex army, so definitely not my type (aka not even remotely close to the only definition of hotness in my world: girlie boi)--the other catch: he's 26, divorced, has a 6 wk old brat, & lives in cali, yeah watch me rush into that dream relationship *eye roll* but at least he's nice to talk to & knows long distance relationships are completely doomed (which i myself learned very clearly from the ex fiance who was actually a state closer than this guy), plus he made a paladin to keep my useless ass mage alive, so yeah, like i sed, life is wonderful *smirk*
1 stake - (pierce my heart)

Writer's Block: Half a Glass [09 Feb 2009|02:55pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

Do you consider yourself an optimist, a pessimist, or a realist?

all right, in my world, this is a trick question...after all, i've always said "i'm not a pessimist, i'm a realist"
aren't they synonyms after all? :p
1 stake - (pierce my heart)

entertainment & employment woes [08 Feb 2009|11:46pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

considering i have no one to speak to in real life, the only point to even having a livejournal is to have a place to vent & bitch, so if u don't wanna read bitchin, then don't fucking read my journal, & keep your mouth shut, no one's forcing you to be here or read this!

that sed...Collapse )

4 stakes - (pierce my heart)

Writer's Block: Year of the Ox [26 Jan 2009|11:03pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Happy Chinese New Year! The Year of the Ox starts today. What is your Chinese zodiac animal? Do you think you fit the description of the sign?

my sign is dragon, which is the chinese sign which is most like aries, which is actually my other sign, so yah i'm a double aries & yes i fit it to a T, except in romance, cause i have venus in pisces (like mat) which means i'm an aries til i start dating someone, then i'm a doormat aka pisces...yeah that's not confusing at all :P
7 stakes - (pierce my heart)

drum roll please [21 Jan 2009|07:53pm]
[ mood | anxious ]







almost here!

& if you don't know what that's a countdown to, you need to quickly buy 4 dvd sets, but wait til after 11 tonight :P

oh well, off to watch :o

(pierce my heart)

wow character pix [21 Jan 2009|03:47am]
[ mood | blank ]

as threatened earlier, here's a different kind of picspam for me, these are all THIRTY of my wow characters, in their current incarnations anyway...& i'll post em least favorite all the way down to my fave/main...anyone interested?

in drakaCollapse )

in madoranCollapse )

in quel'doreiCollapse )

there you have it, look me up, i even run guilds on madoran & quel'dorei...c ya there!

2 stakes - (pierce my heart)

o look a happy post [20 Jan 2009|05:25pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

...for wow players anyway---i just read the description of the new wow patch & hot damn!
-more graveyards-no more 8 mile hikes in ghost form (of course this probably means that carbonite will be totally fucked now & not show where quests actually are again til after they update it again)
-more death knights (since i play 3 realms, i can now have 3 DKs woot!)
-my gorgeous beautiful little hottie blood elves will never ride an ostrich again! (& no damn elephants for my draes!) woo effing hoo...it's about damn time

mebbe i'll post pix of my characters later, since i'll proly be in wow-land the rest of the day...did i say woohoo yet??

ps-my other friend just reviewed another chapter i wrote, that makes 2 ppl now...see, it's a wonderfully happy day :P

EDIT-well so much for that, other than the fact that it boots you from the game every 2 secs in northrend now, the thing about the mounts is BS, they ain't changed a thing, it still says you need to be exalted to get anything other than that horrid bird my belves are stuck with & the elephant my draes will be stuck with...screw your lying asses blizzard!

2 stakes - (pierce my heart)

Writer's Block: So Long, Farewell [19 Jan 2009|03:10am]
[ mood | tired ]

It's the last day in office for George Bush. There's been a lot of talk in the media lately about Bush's legacy. What do you think he will be most remembered for?

that's an easy one: he'll be remembered for being the worst president ever, hence the reason he had to rig the election in the 1st place...all the other presidents fuck up something or other, but he made it into an art form..aren't we proud?
2 stakes - (pierce my heart)

Writer's Block: Clothing Options [17 Jan 2009|04:44am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

When it comes to clothes, would you rather be comfortable or fashionable?

at home: comfortable
in public: fashionable
tis why i hardly ever have new pix, i refuse to be photographed when i'm in 'comfortable' mode lol
(pierce my heart)

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